A Life Update

Let me just post this picture of Sir Ian McKellen being a bamf:

Ok, now that's out of the way: hello. I needed to say this aloud somewhere: last night, during that long conversation, at around the witching hour, I was all set to show you the tumblr post I wrote a few hours after you apologized. I wanted you to know I had gone through something like that but, as we were good friends, I decided against it. I missed you.

I forgot to tell you: I rely on you much more than I let on but I can't not say that forever so it must come out here, in this space, like a secret.